Wow. Blogging has some unexpected bennies. Tracy read my post yesterday and offered to keep Becca all afternoon so I could come home and nap in (relative) peace. Andrew cooperated as well. I realized how much I worry about keeping the house quiet so Becca will nap. And how much time I spend listening..."Is she awake?" It was so nice to just worry about me. It was heaven. I felt much better after that! Thanks, Tracy!
Last night was definitely better, although Andrew was WIDE THE HELL AWAKE from 3 a.m. to 5 a.m. He was grunting and squirming and fussy. So, we came downstairs and rocked and swang (swang? Is that a word?) and snacked....finally, FINALLY he fell asleep at 5 a.m. Then, at 5:45 a.m. John's alarm clock went off accidently (he has the day off today). Nice.
I do feel better today, though, and I thank y'all for your comments about not feeling guilty about the TV watching. I can't help but feel guilty, but at least I know I'm not alone!
John has Becca at the gym right now, so I have a few moments to try to frantically clean the house while Andrew fusses over his "tummy time." Must run. No time for blogging.....But here's a picture, just for fun.
What I like to do in the middle of the night....